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every once in a while some will see me cry, some will only say they see me smile, it is painful always when tear came by, excuses made just to fill a lie, so no one would really know why did I cry, even in tears I tried to always smile, not giving a chance for it to fill my eyes, yet even in laughter it came in surprise, always wonder and not knowing why, is it that I fail or did I not try, or is it just a fight or is just chance...
i search and wonder in night and day, trying to figure why is it this way, until a time I sat at bay, realizing that it is not me that cry, knowing now why I cry even when I smile, why even in laughter I cry, why tears always be by my side, for it is my soul that is who cry, wanting for me to realize...
I seek what I see foresee what I think I may need, filling and planning on things that are taught by greed, feeling happy while my soul is in grieve, being bound and enslaved thinking I was free, not a day that past for how it seems, to achieve all those that I was to seek, for now I know what my tears mean to me,
the grieve my soul had pass on to me, I will have to fight to be free, and not wonder more what my tears want from me...
lost in the darkness yet I try to extinguish, the shed of light that try to guide me, but now I know not what i should seek, but it is to whom that I should seek, I thank and smile now not in grieve, my tears still flow and fills my eyes, yet not for grieve but the fear of being deceived,..
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