What should I do now?

[aryelslynxus]

Okay, so I recently converted to Islam. I read the Quran. All my muslim friends are guys, many of whom I've known for years, and they mostly are not overly strict.

And, darn it, if I haven't finally gone and fallen in love with one of them. He's single, but maybe significantly younger than myself. And I am somewhere between deliriously happy and miserable at the same time.


Why would God allow this to happen?